country life...

...is sucktacular!! (thanks, love, for that perfect word!) I never realized just how much I hate living in the country. I got spoiled by having my apartment in KC, then living in North Carolina for a while, I had forgotten how living in the middle of nowhere was so perfectly annoying! Not only is there nothing to do, but the majority of people are so... frustrating. There are exceptions, I do have friends here. But the petty bullshit and the mindset of a lot of people just drives me up the wall! If you weren't born and raised here, or you act different than everyone else, you get treated differently. It's stupid and honestly reminds me a lot of high school... I cannot wait to get out of here and live in a place where I can be myself and I'm able to relate to people again. It's been way too long since I've been able to do that. Granted, as I said, there are exceptions. But overall, I just don't feel comfortable here anymore. This isn't my home... I'm not sure where my home is. I'm going to try a new place and see how that goes, but I don't know where I'll end up putting down roots. Where ever I'm comfortable and happy...

I havent' been home from work very long, and my days off did not allow much sleep... so I'm off to bed!